THE ATTACK

 

Accusition, ammunition, the throttle that reveals the heart.

Excuses, denials, the force that pumps the change and delays the start.

It’s the rowdy roundup that echoes goodbye to the pure, good, and lovely

And the heart pounding, mind racing welcome to your self- acclaimed high and mighty

The door to life has been closed, sealed and painted black,

It blends in with the world, guess you don’t know you’re under attack.

So scramble for those seeds of the earth, the smoke of the soul, and the drops of addiction

You will settle for the lost and think you’re found, for lies will be your conviction

Laugh and play, pretend you’re okay,

“Finally I’m free, that’s what you say.”

Cry and weep, into the shadows of the deep,

Numb away the pride, the pain, and even the control.

But hey, who needs control?

Perhaps Lord it’s time to come back into my soul.

Jesus Christ: does not self- promote

The subtitle of my blog is “Seek God, Find Yourself” and I believe that the more that you pursue Jesus and live like Him, the more you will discover who he has made you to be. Today I want to focus on how Jesus did not promote himself. Mark 1:11 says, “And there came a voice from heaven, saying, Thou art my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased.”

You see, Jesus did not have to brag about who He was; God stated the fact. My friends, who does God say you are? Ask Him to reveal to you who it is God has called you to be. I think a lot of us often feel worthless and undiscovered, and therefore become impatient and throw a label upon ourselves. “This is who I am.” But perhaps you are simply covering up your futile attempts at self- discovery. This week I want to challenge you all to listen for who God tells you you are. God has made you specifically, beautifully, and wonderfully. And perfectly. Psalm 139:13 says, “For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mothers womb.”

And gosh I know that it is so easy to give ourselves our own title. I am going to be this girl, that guy. But seriously, how much more fulfilling would life be if we stopped giving ourselves credit, and instead allowed God to shape us each step of the way. I ask myself all the time, “OK, who am I?” and “Who do I want to become?” Those are good questions, but better would be that which asks “Lord, who have you designed me to be? Where am I going off in my own direction?”

What if Jesus had gotten caught up in his miraculous feats and his enormous following, and began to rely on Himself as the all- powerful redeemer of the world? Hm, bad thought, right? Jesus could not have gone through life without God and without the Holy Spirit because without them He would not have had direction. Is it too bold to say that self- promotion leads to a digression from dependence on the Lord? To be a spiritual leader and example, we must fully rely on God to pave the way for us and to affirm us.